ldonotclearwhatdoireallywant.actually,ldonotknowwhatiamgonnadointhenearfuture.justasthepoet,‘lwaswanderedlikethecloud.’atthebeginningofcollege,ididhaveonedream,butnowitseemsthatitdoesnotmakeanysenseanymore.maybebecomingateacherisoneofthewayaheadofme,whereasmydiplomaisnotsoqualified.humanbeingisreallyastrangecreature,becausetheycanthink,andtheycouldmaketheirnowwayoflife.butwhereismine?thinkingistheonlythingthatthegodgavetoman.idonotknowwhatiamsaying,butidohopeicandosomethingformyself,formyownfuture.的意思