dearfrand: 　　Ilikegoingtothemovieswithmyfriendsandplayingsports.MyfavoritesubjcutinscoolisP.E.It'sfun.Therearethreepeopleinmyfamily,Theyaremyparentsandl.Canyoutellmesoon? 　　IamdrasticallygladtohearfromyouandhonoredtogivemyproposalsforChineselearning. 　　firstly,itisofutmostimportancetocreatarelaxedandcozyChinesepractisingenvironment,inwhichyoudocanimproveyourself.secondly,concideringChineseisalanguage,youmustsparetimeforreadingorwritingorjustskimmingoversomeChinesearticles.remembersticktoitthoughyouareasbusyasabee. 　　IthinkI'dberight.Chkls..Ola,y'all.Hopeyou'reallwellenoughinthesediredaysofdreary,dulldiminishment.Andno,thatisnotaword.Itdoesn'tmatter.Weelllll...anotheryearhastrudgedpast.I'vefluctuatedbetweeneuphoric,irreverenthappiness,andperiodsoflowlowlowlowlowlowmorale,whenIalmostwanttohaveashave.Thinkaboutit.Youmaygetit.Butnevertheless,Iendure,aswealldo,anddosowellatdoingnothing.Doyoueverlookatyourlifeandkindago,Isthisit?Itdoesn'tmeanthatanythingiswronginanypartofyourlife,notatall.Thefurthestthingfrominfact.Butperhapsyouthinktoyourselfinyourheartofhearts,thatsecretinnersanctumwherenonetreadsaveyourSelf,thatperhapsyoucouldhavechangedthings?Changedpeople,changedjobs,changedlives,changedeverything?Oristhisjustmeandmyconstantsecond-guessing?Don'tanswerthat.Youknow,sometimesIreallymisslastyear,andtheyearbeforethat.Somuchimportantstuffhappened,andImissedsomuchofitbecauseIwastoobustwithdifferentthings,thewrongthings,withmyeyesofeagle-likehindsight.Peoplefellbythewayside,whenIwouldhavelikedverymuchtohavetravelledtheroadwiththemjustalittlefurther,alittlelonger.Butthenagain,therewerecertainonesthatIwasmorethanhappytoleavebehind.Don'tguess;youmightbewrong.Butnevertheless,throughmyowncarelessnessIlostthesepeople,generallytootherpeopleandotherlives.Andinmyconstantnegativecritique,IheapuponmyselftheashesoftheonesIlost.Idonotdeludemyself.Iftherewereonesthatwerelost,itwasentirelymyfaultanddoing,despitemyever-readywillingnesstoblameothers.Iamnaughtbutapettyhypocrite;onewhowhistlesatthedarkwhilefingeringatorchintheirpocket.Imeanthatliterally.Seriously.GodImiss.You.Them,thoseones,thatthing,theonewhoishappy;theonewhoissad;theonewhoispure;theonewhoistainted.Butmostofallyou.Youprobablywon'tknowwhatIspeakof,oratleastIprayyoudon't.Ifyoudo,neverspeakofittome,please,Ibegofyou.Myheartisonlynowmending.Chkls.ByrightsIshoulddeletethisentirescript.Ithinkit'sillegaltobethissappyandincoherentatonetime.Ah,well.KnowthatImissyou,youpersonwiththeeyes.Theeyes,myGod,theeyes.SoulWindows. 　　Thepersonyoupaythemostattentiontoisyourself.Thethingsyousaytoyourself,youtendtobelievewithoutquestion.Unfortunately,toomanypeopletalktoonegativelytothemselvestoomuchofthetime. 　　Thegoodnewsisthatit'sveryeasytocorrectthatproblem.Afterall,youcontrolwhatyousaytoyourself.Sochoosetobepositivewhentalkingtoyourself.Ratherthanthinking"I'llneverbeabletodothat"tellyourself"Thisisagreatchallengethatwillbringoutthebestinme." 　　Haveyoueverofferedwordsofencou